Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Light On by David Cook

Actually, i did not pay much attention on this song before that but recently when i played back this song and peeped through the lyrics accidentally, i really loved this song lyrics especially the chorus part...

Light On by David Cook
Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving


Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving


(Chorus)
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm


Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone


You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in


Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

Sunday, August 23, 2009

心事

心事
真的可以分享吗?
真的可以倾诉吗?

自己曾经跟朋友说
有心事就找值得信任的知己来倾诉
这样会让自己更舒服一点

可是,到自己有心事想找人倾诉时
原来想要开口的那一刻是何等的难
就连自己最信任的朋友,最至亲的亲人,都无法开口
到最后还是将心事往自己肚子里吞
孤独承受。。。

为啥会这样难开口?
是倔强吗?
是信不过朋友吗?
是怕麻烦朋友吗?
还是因为不想把自己最脆弱,最丑陋的一面呈现出来吧。。。

唉。。。自己原来是这样的爱面子
这样没有勇气卸下一直戴着的假面具
是时候自己该该反省了!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Quarantine week

The time now shows that it is 12:37am, yet I'm still lingering around in the world of internet. Thinking back of the 1 weeek holiday, I still feel that I've done nothing much to improve my academic performance. Hence, let me conclude of what I've done in this quarantine week:
27/7, Mon, woke up early in the morning to be prepared to go for Mon class. After attending a half hour briefing, then suddenly heard a horrible news of H1N1 attacking the hostel. Quickly paked back home and then facebooking from morning to night. Then, I said to myself that I should push myself to read some of my notes tomorrow.
28/7, Tue, woke up very late in the morning because of sleeping late in the previous night. Having own made breakfast, mopping the floor, chatting and then facebooking again until night. Then, slept quite early for preparing myself to HUKM tomorrow. Zero input for my notes.
29/7, Wed, woke up very early in the morning to prepare myself to go to HUKM. Collecting data for almost whole day in HUKM. Then, going back, taking a 2 hours nap, having dinner, faceboking somemore, and went to sleep. Zero input also for my notes.
30/7, Thurs, same as Wed for office hours. After going back from HUKM, got a chance to go to Pasar Malam Sri Rampai to "shop" for a while. Then, at night, did some editting for my assignment, watched a Japan cartoon and went to sleep again. Zero input again for my notes.
31/7, Fri, same as Thurs but going back at around 11 am. When reached titiwangsa LRT, met my friends out of my expectation and had lunch with them. Reached home around 1pm, bathed, took a nap for almost 1.5 hours, then facebooking and watching Eng dramas. Finally at night, gt a chance to touch the note. (p/s really touch only)
1/8, Sat, shopping with my old friends for whole day and then spent overnight at my friend's house.
2/8, Sun, Woke up late in my friend's house, reading his novel and then went back home by LRT. Reached home around 2pm, facebooking in the noon time, and then finally,could touch more on my notes at night. So, now blogging.
The whole week seemed very boring and unproductive for me. No income, no knowledge input, and no excited experience. Sigh... look like i have lost my passion towards my life. I did not feel excited about my life. That is so sad. Hopefully, I could really find my excitement in my life in future.